A Warning

The clouds are thundering,
Bolts of lightning,
Like swords of warning,
The rain peltin down on us,
Like a storm.
It seems as if,
The gods themselves,
Are furious and angry,
At the path we've taken.
Like a warning,
The lightning cracks,
To scare us, but
Its too late.
We've started and now can't turn back.
Our hearts are at stake now,
And we'd rather take hell, together
Than be apart in heaven.
Like a warning sign,
That we do not heed,
We go on and on,
Knowing the path will be rough,
But also knowing,
That no matter what,
We'll always be together
Forever.

I Want

To kill,
To murder,
To torture you
I want.

To punch,
To fight,
To kick your ass,
I want.

Yes, I do want this
Because I hate you.
With every fiber of my being

I want,
To punish you
For every tear,
Every fear,
Every doubt
That  I have about myself,
I want
To punish you.

Its suffocating
To keep it inside,
So I write it down,
That I want
To punish you,
For every
Single wrong that
You have dont to me
Yes, I want.

Anger

It simmers inside me
never blowing out,
yet never receding
like a dormant volcano it waits
for the final nail to my coffin
waits,
for me to break, waits,
for me to finally give in to it,
to finally open the door of its cage
like a balloon, its keeps blowing and blowing
till I can keep it no more
and like a balloon only
I will burst
and then, I don't think
even God itself could stop me
from controlling it back

PHOENIX

A phoenix
rises out of the ashes
that consumes her, only to be burned again
Like a phoenix, I will rise again
out of the fire that consumes me
only to be consumed by it again
submitting myself to it
because, I don't have any choice
becuase my choice was my made when I heard his name!
A drug, an antidote
Bad or good
Call it whatever you want it
I don't care
All I care, All I want is
to submit myself  fully to it
No matter the consequence
My devotion to him
is the only thing I can show
even though he is probably
unaware of even my existence
and sitting thousands of miles away
I still don't care
but like a phoenix
I will be consumed in this again and again
only to be burned again and again
but I will rise
Soon, like a phoenix.

The Day I Lost My Bat

The wind is blowing
The birds are chirping
But even their chirp
Echoes sadnes, and even
The wind mourns the loss.
Today I've lost someone
Who was very close to my
Heart, he could tell
When I wanted to be cheered up,
He could tell
When to just be with me
Without saying anything
His mere presence
Would fill me with
Safety and comfort
but now that he's no more
I'm feeling incomplete and empty
I'm really sad.
Because today's the
Day when
I lost my bat.

No Escape

Like ring-a-round-a-rosy
people all around me
closing in on me
leaving no escape
their voices
getting louder
the closer they come
their wishes
their problems
and me in the middle
asking me
begging me
to solve their problems.
but who listens to me
no one.
who is the one person
who will hear my voice
above this chaos?
above this deafening noise?
when will that one person
come, who will
ask me
" tell me, what do you fear?
I will fix it"
still waiting
still hearing
for that one person, that one voice
that will give me
my escape.